/ audacious

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

sigh. i've been having this sleepy mode all week. argh argh argh. compare to last term, i think i've been quite slack now. i dunno what's the problem. is it not enough food (that causes me to be sleepy) or no specific target to achieve to make me concentrate more? or simply not enough work load to screw me up more. HAHA. or is it because i've start to go out ONCE a week. pathetic me right? i only go meet up with my besties once a week. and its not every week. out of 7 days i only got one day off and the rest is 24/7 work, which is consider much much better then last term cause i work 24/7 last term. how did i survive ?

i've got to produce one outfit in 9 days (drafting, toile and actual), which is a total of 5 outfits in 2 months, portfolio class which consist of 4 collections to do (38 outfits), CAD class, academic research class (essay and grp presentation), fashion communication class (test and grp presentation). on top of that i still worked for a few weeks (part time job as tele-marketer for a few hrs) and a half marathon to run just 3 days before my fashion show. all in 10 weeks time. that's last term. call me super-human. anyone wanna try ? HAHA. and i think i never get to go anywhere except my house, school, work place and fabric place. only went out for a few hrs once for wj birthday. that's that's.

for now. i've got to complete my resuscitation outfits by 2nd march. halfway thru the 2nd. a thousand plus word essay and 8 illustrations by friday, shop report by next monday, mid term exam for merchandising tmr morning and resuscitation meeting at 9pm tmr night. like wtf. there's actually more. but that's the later part. these are the schedule for this and next week. FFFFFFFFFFF.

OH. and yesterday night or rather today morning when i'm half way doing my resuscitation outfit and halfway dozing off, (and as u guys know, i can dream the moment i close my eyes), jonathan keep appearing in my dream. damn freaky lar. its like i do work for 20 mins then i doze off for 15mins, this repeats for like 3 or 4 times until i'm sick and tired of jonathan appearing. its like telling me that i've got to wake up for the work. damn damn scary. i've got to pray not to have any lecturer dropping by later when i sleep. but well, i don't think i will get to sleep later. hmm. change of mind. i think i will sleep for 2hrs first. haha.

and lastly, guys are bastard. i learnt of something today that is damn drama damn damn drama. i'm really stupid of not having to realizing it earlier.
ps. don't worry, its not something that's concern about me.

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